what i feel
May 3, 2008 – 3:08 pmtoday i designed this one before

its what i exactly feel , sorry if you don’t like my feeling
, i will try to change my feeling
i am blogging my feeling and my earning everyday because i have lots of free time
today i designed this one before

its what i exactly feel , sorry if you don’t like my feeling
, i will try to change my feeling
here i m just sitting and watching the time is passing if i made 140 usd so i can make more , what a long way to $1,500,000 USD but its possible by 15,000 donation of 10 usd i m still 0 in donations but i believe this the strongest part of a job is where you try your best but you think you’re fixed in where you were , but the truth is its your fastest move , believe it or not , its true .
i should tell this to you when i reach a success to make it more believable to my readers ,why do everyones are asking me to talk about the past but i prefer to talk about future . taking like easy would be great why everyones always focus their mind what happened to them before and it makes them really mad
, but me i m only thinking of using my time as good as i can and i m using the past memories as an experience only . these days i m using this website www.english-test.net and i m passing about 4 hours daily on it because i want to pass ielts test after i got rid of here , i m lucky because i got a lot of things
a Dedicated room it maybe to warm or too cold sometimes but im ok , feeling luckiness will make you lucky and feeling unlucky will make you lucky . that night i had 1.5 Million Dollars in a pocket , and i was sitting on the floor my hands were shaking and my heart were beating very fast as i felt its going to come out from my throat i closed my eyes to have a relax just a second i imagined myself in prisoner and i said i know i m unlucky i will get busted . but everything was OK i destroy it with my mind .
thinking of luckiness will bring luck definitely , and will kick unluckiness automatically let this post be without a picture in it the next character i draw should be one of donors
ok , i am here because i have a lot of free time with you , 12 years huh i can write 12 millions of posts
Okay From today i m going to receive donation , now i m in the paypal account and i m playing with merchant tools to create donation page , but what are the steps i need to write this blog to make my visitors donate me i need to write attractive posts . and its only possible by telling the truth , because honesty is the only permanent thing that is always new to hear . i also decided to make a donation button it should be something donatable <~ do we have such word in English ? lets add it 
after some works i finally made this button , something with nice colors and make visitors donate .
just sit and watch how i do receive 15,000 donation of 10$ i m gonna draw a cartoon from face of each donor so they feel better .
so donate me by buying a cartoon draw from me

okay , i did this one right now his name is Jim , he is now playing Grand Theft Auto IV , Liberty City he says the game is good but i prefer kill peoples in real life thats more enjoyable
today i notice that how quiet this room is being in a quiet place actually made my hearing more stronger i almost can hear smallest noises . very night when i lie down for sleep before sleeping when i m moving my neck a bit i hear the sound of my neck vertebrates that rubbing to each other when i i m sleeping without moves there is some more sounds that i am hearing , yes its my heart that works well just like this _¯_¯_¯_¯_¯_ when i stick my ears to the wall i hardly can hear some noises its similar to sound of the sea i want to hear here seems to be an undercroft room because its very quiet i want to see what i am hearing under the floor while i am walking slowly my footsteps are the loudest sounds that i am hearing . when i stick my head on the floor i can feel its more cold than the walls , oh God i can hear the noise of water that moving under my room wow i’m so lucky ,every drop of this waters is a second of my life that passing quickly and i can’t touch them even i stand up without any move i am hearing another sound DZDZDDZDZDDZDDZDZD something like this oh its the lamp sound its sound electrical undulations i m turning the light off and i sit in darkness and quietness and i am taking a deep breath “DOP DUP, DOP DUP” its my heart sound every beat wants to remind me that i am still alive , something is coming in my mind.. i will write about it..
ok lets design

just feel it
about 3 days ago when i were writing an the about me page suddenly i heard some footsteps and then 2 guys opened the door and prisoner said this guys are security agents they want to check your computer , i stood up and one of those guy sat on the chair and the other one said , what are you looking at ?
at you mate (i said)
“they were angry ” they whispered together
they unplugged computer cable after 5 minutes , i just looked and i knew that they scared at me . they know that i can disable all their monitoring applications but they still try to monitor me and what am i doing in this 3 days they checked all my incoming e-mails and my user accounts in forums they still doubt on me but i am OK .
their applications is taking about 50% of my bandwidth to send my activity logs to them but when i make a promise i am on my word , i m just keep working to get rid of here as i signed i left hacking & programming . they asked some questions about css & html i should sleep a little excuse me its 4 days i m stand by
ok done ..

enjoy of this lines
first i wanted to make a null post , but null post are also have something to say . do you think so ?
i just draw , i installed adobe photoshop cs , lets give it a try i heard before about this software but its the first time i m touching it , i think its easy to work with

Ok done in 1 hour & 20 minutes , i used finger tool the design toke about 15 minutes but i played with photoshop about an hour ,it strong tool
today when i got in one second something came in my mind and they bad thinks i was thinking why its 3 days my comments are empty ,do they left me . its true that bad thinks will bring more bad thinks by itself i were going to be mad i just remembered this ,in biggest troubles with should be hopeful i hardly made a smile and tried to think of good things that i have i have a computer ! and i have a big mind and thats the point now ets have some dances , dancing is the best way to bring happiness to you .
we need some song, la ala ala ala la la ooooooooooo , shake it up ….
suddenly the jailer hit the door with his cane , hey, whats going on there ? be quiet !
its Ok
i just moved my mind into a better position , thinking of good things will shot bad things automatically i understood this whole my life . i love everyones from my heart and everyones love me in return i just feel all peoples around the world are reading this post , its a feeling
i will design another character today, after i finished please tell me how is this ok ?
Okay , Done….

this guy is only watching a dance show after watching it he just realize their dance should be more happy and more crazy then he jumped on the platform and he start dancing on the platform and makes everyones in the salon happy ..
he is naughty and crazy as hell ,i m thinking of making some animation of him
i should make his face more simpler , yes ?
he got a handsome smile that made is his face more attractive
comments will keep me alive and make me draw ,i know i have a long way to say something in drawing .
but i like your honest comments.
lets start
last night i were about to sleep suddenly i heard a sound “vezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz”
it means “hello dude, i am coming !”
we had a conversation i will rite for you here :
Me:hey dude are you sure you are coming to the right place ?
mosquito : vzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zeeewwwwww it means > what do you mean ?
Me:i m only 58kg and +180cm , you have to find somebody else
mosquito : zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzz it means > Shut up !
Me:listen mate, follow this address ,i know that you are coming wrong . ok got straight out from that hole you came in then get right and go straight about 60 meters then get right again there is a gray door it has a big keyhole after you passed the door you will find somebody with a big belly , yes thats it he is about 100Kg and his belly is only 50Kg itself .yes,thats the target go and drink as you need
mosquito :ZzZzZzz it means > huh ?
Me: you understood ?
mosquito :ZZzZZZZ it means > you are talking too much !
Me : hey , take it easy i have a little blood ,how much you wanna take ? also there is a lot of beautiful chubby chicks you can find , why me ?
mosquito :ZzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZ Zz Zi its non of your business , Get laid!
ME : Ok ,just do it after i slept .enjoy !
today when i got up i seen one of my eyes is swollen . yes he did his job as well on my lid
seems that i got pretty delicious blood . btw its time to design i still feel a little sleepy
ok done…

its what i feel now , i feel i m looking as this
i feel too sleepy from lat 24 hours i don’t know what happened to me i m sleeping more than 15 hours a , is this normal ?
i asked the jailer he said you should have somewhere that pain alot otherwise they won’t bring a doctor to you ,and there is only a doctor that gives you Aspirin only if you even say you have sore eyes he still give you some aspirin (how a good doctor).
anyway something strange happened to me today i got up hardly i think i can sleep this 12 years :D, now i m sitting on this chair i feel i kept something very heavy on my neck and i hardly keep my lids they are falling down millimeter by millimeter automatically , i wonder how come i opened my mouth when i am writing
haha ,i start designing i should sleep agaiiinn..,
O..kay done ..

its what i am feeling , i am going to sleep only
, God , help me to open my eyes tomorrow
thinking is good ,as Mohammad (the leader of Muslims) said: 1 hour thinking equals 70 years of praying but thinking of what ? thinking of which word is better to come from my mouth , what to do to make more friendship between everyones what to do to make a move . most of peoples are wasting their time by thinking of what happened to them and they just repeat their bad memories , memories are experience now and the point is we are still alive and when we are alive we still have time to do /
lets start ..
i promise its just start , its just begin of everything
