About Me?
Okay , here is the complete story about me and how come did i get a … . it was only because of visitor requests that said “we should know why you are in prison” , but i still rather to talk about what i will do in the next 12 year in this room , but here you go.
i will describe short & complete , excuse me for my English skills i ”ll try to make it better
about 6 years ago when i was 13 , i woke up at 4:00 AM with my clock ring to sit at my computer to access my lovely internet, i got up slowly to avoid of making noisy sounds because my dad was an angry man & he wasn’t sleeping all night long , he only walked in the house . from his room to kitchen from kitchen to toilet. i was sticked the clock to my ear so i only heard the sound of ring .
after i turned on the computer suddenly my dad opened the door , i was in a warez website and you know it has some porno ads always i stood up quickly he came closer to me and slapped me hardly :
idiot you only wake up to play with this F*ckin computer and watch this porno films and jerk off with them and you don’t let us get rest , i am tired of you, i am tired !
why don’t you pay your bills , you are big enough . tomorrow you should goto conscription , why don’t you read your books ? you are nothing at all . you only eat and sleep here
you have a dedicated room , a dedicated computer - my family was pretty rich but the only money that my dad gave me was some money to pay for taxi to goto school . i usually walked to school to save that money to buy internet card . i was in a art highschool that year because i got zero in math class . i didn’t really like school lessons i only liked English & Computer in the school our English teacher only read the English words and said its meaning in our language . the room was my brother room which married and at that time it was mine . computer also was his computer . he only knew the spider . my sisters also hate computer so i only used it - what are you doing with the money i am paying you , huh ? GO away from this home you have to make money you are doing nothing in your life . i exactly remember each word he said that day and every slap he gave me he also shotted the chair to me just as when you want to kill your biggest enemy .
i woke up at 4 because of internet connection cost which was a dial up connection and it was expensive for me ,but from 00:00 AM to 9:00 AM the cost was about half for both internet cost and also phone cost . i never asked my family for something cloth , money , anything . i was wrong remember this when you don’t ask for something it means you don’t want it .
i was a snob boy , and everyday he repeated me those words “i will kick you in the street when you become 18 , Till when you want to eat only ?” so my biggest trouble in my life was money when i was only 13. i was really thirsty for money .
that day i ran out of home with a backpack and a little money . it was about 4:30 AM so there were no sunlight and it was dark i didn’t scare of darkness because i heard there is a vampire or a theft in the darkness i preferred to be stolen or killed rather than coming back to that house . i walked in the street until 7:00 AM i bought some milk with the money i had and i went to cyber cafe , it was closed i waited until the owner came and that day . i found an article in the internet about somebody who stolen 1 million dollar from a bank online . i was reading that suddenly i seen my dad car infront of the cyber cafe . my dad came in with my mom they take me home .
they said where you want to go ? you wanted to spend our money there ? it was the first time my dad came to fetch me . he never came to school to ask about my points and they only talked !
after that i researched about internet fraud & credit card fraud and as i was good in programming i wrote a keylogger with C++ its still available in the internet but its detected by most of anti viruses . here i am prevented to share my hacking method with anybody as i signed i won’t do that until i am here , but there is no guarantee i won’t teach you when i come out . after one month i bought a laptop with stolen credit card numbers and i received it i was happy , i was very happy .my dad was also happy when he saw the Laptop so it encouraged me to keep do that . after a while i decided to hack a bank to make a good money . i can’t say that how i did it , but every hackers who have programming skills of Perl & python & Assembly and a little network security knowledge can do that . they said they don’t cut any of this 16 years if i help them to fix the bug but i have to do that , and i Said “NO” .
it was 00:00 AM exactly when i had dollars in my hand , wow are these really mine ? my heart was beating very fast as i felt it gonna come out from my throat , i was consecutively imagining that second police locking my hand . i filled my backpack with moneys and i went out from house i really scared that night i felt somebody is following me to steal my backpack , but i m a stealer myself its 1 and half million dollars i am a big crock now i am a big fraudulent .i didn’t know what should i do so i went to park and i sat on a chair i was sleepy because the morning of that day i got up at about 3:00 AM i used my backpack as a bolster it was hard a little and i locked the clamp hardy with my hand i slept after closing my eyes .i was like a second only that i slept hardly opened my eyes it was dark still i looked at my hand the bolster was in my hand still i felt it .but , wow ! it was something else under my head i jumped quickly i spend about 1 hour in the park but i found nothing/nobody there i backed home. it doesn’t toke more than 7 hour that police came to our house and fetch Me to the lockup. then they toke me to confess room “suddenly something came to my brain” i pretended as i am crazy just like a real crazy boy who have body problem too .
i was looked to interrogator exactly like a own with a big grin . i just answered any question of him without noticing them with a big YESS . after he went i started singing like crazy . i couldn’t hear what are they talking about but to person came in to take me i looked at my hands and i remembered last night and what i imagined & it became true in less than 24 hours .
i continued as a crazy they take me to mental hospital there were a lot of crazy people who were really crazy in the lunch time all crazy people were look at the foods and confused ,they didn’t know what is food and what is eating and i did the same because i felt somebody monitoring me .after lunch a doctor with some police agent came to test me i just filmed like “Stanley”
after one day the fetch me to the court just see what happened !
first i seen my family there and i was happy i thought they came to help me but i was wrong i was alone there the bank and my family were both against me . i don’t know how to say this part in English but it was what they decided in the last section of judgment .
my dad was one of those persons who was against me (i don’t know what do you call it in English) in court , my dad’s lawyer stood up and started according to this documents that proved … …… does not have any mental problem and this documents also prove that he is 18 years old now the judge asked for documents and proves and what are these , the lawyer said this are his identity information of … …. and also a letter that signed by all his family that proves he is healthy definitely . the judge asked me do you have any reply ?
i was quiet , my dad could payback those money by selling his garden ,but he didn’t he also could ask for a loan from bank but he didn’t .
after that they said i should be in jail for 10 years because of stealing bank money & trying to cheat police , in the first days one time i had a an spot for jailbreak there was a security guard only i ran out and i pushed him he fall down and when when i passed the gate somebody take me from my neck and lifted me
where are you going bonehead? come here baby ! he was very strong and i was only about 45 Kg .so i failed
this try added 2 year only to my 10 years i was in a room with 7 more prisoners one of the nights i felt somebody is locked my hand and somebody is sitting on my foots and another guy is pulling down my pants i just screamed loudly those guys were older than me and more heavier those one who locked my hands stood up and and also the one who sat on my foots but that one who pulled down my pant slapped me i just shot his nose with my head it was the only thing i knew in fighting i was on the 2nd bed so after i hit him he fall down on the floor by head everyone said oh you killed him , somebody called loudly Hey Jailer … Come here yohoooo . wow he was dead Now i was a Fraudulent ,Hacker,Cheater,Prisoner and also murderer in the court i said what happened but nobody listened to me as i marked as a cheater
this fight added more 5 years to my 12 years and also moved me to a solo ward .
from one years ago i had an idea and that was making money from internet but i never heard somebody can have internet access in the prison before , i should be the first one i requested letter and pen from jailer he says i am your waiter i really love him “he is that guy who lift me up in the prison gate with my neck” i wrote many letters to the bank and requested i didn’t know why don’t don’t answer my letters finally i realized its because of my handwriting (its really ugly because i didn’t write my homeworks when i was in school) finally jailer wrote it for me the bank accepted to give me monitored internet and computer access to make money and pay their money back . after signing some letters i got internet access and a computer its a 98 windows with 256 MB of ram memory and a 16kbps internet connection
Hey daddy and Mommy you may read this blog one day , i love you still and also my brothers and my sisters i never felt life . you never let me have a friend , you wished me to be in school and you got it now , the real school is prison .i will be out soon but if you think i will come to you , you are wrong . be happy with your moneys honeys
if i make that 1,5 million dollars a good lawyer can do somethings for the remaining 2 years and i can feel life and youngness